♥ illusions

Hello

i feel like i have been out for like a million years ! I really miss the days when i used to like open you everyday... anyhow, whats been up to me?? well, i have been so obsessed wiff K-Pop. And as the usual, photography is my world! Uh-huh! You got it right.. Well, i just want to like post something ans visit stuffs. Blah blah.. Gah! Im a mess. Well, i guess i really have to go. Good bless us all! Btw, i have cute photos here :

 

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ets jump then fall ! haha the dork is here. (dude, i sound like JOHN CENA there) Lol. So, I have been out and dude, sorry for that. But hey why not stop talking this blah blahs & go with what the tittle says?? STATE OF MIND. Actually that means nothing.. Freako!

My life (or were i live) is a HELL. Oh yaeh, and i dont wnt to talk about it. Well, I have been recently addicted to KPop (that means Korean Pop) especifically to Super Junior, and especifically to Lee Dong hae and Kim Kibum. Dude, they often thinks im korean! Lmao XD . Even if the blood thats rushin to me is a Japanese, they thinks im Korean... Well, its okay. And oh, PBB or pinoy big brother is insane !! Haha i looove FRETZIE JOANS RUITE BERCEDE. And you know, they sometimes thinks im Fretzie. Haha but they made my day.

Fashion and Photography always is in my mind. I feel so into site modelling. Btw, i will quit on ROLE PLAYING on FRIENDSTER. See, im so into you (blog), my Twitter and to Facebook. I've been a mess. Like mess - mess?! Well, its kind of weird coz i hate life but sometimes i feel "Dude, its not bad at all." and check this, I HAVE A HATERS! yup, wiff S (or sssss). Don'wanna talk about it but maybe i will open up next time. till here, bhubye !! Sayonara ni ---

ell, you guys we're freakin right! We're here a t the so called PROVINCE, sucking the life of each other! Lmao. I am so not in the mood. Its all worst, I hate this life. I'm totally depressed! Ugh.

Short post only.. see, Im soo not in the mood. I just update you guys. I miss Manila. My life there, the lifestyle & being at peace at my own room. Its soooo sucks!

eace. Somebody wants to get me in peace?? Maybe this wpost will be the last one for now. We will go to province & internet connection there is kinda suck. Lol. I am soo sick & tired! Sick of living in peace in a place & transfering again to another. This is weird. I wanna stay in a particular place & live with no worries. I'm tired! Sometimes this makes me ride a ferris wheel and then jump if I am already on the top. Ugh!

ver think if there's a FEMALE excel good in ART INDUSTRY? Well, me? I dont know any girl who is as famous as Da Vinci or Van Gogh. It feels like females dont have the rights here in Arts. It finally hitted me last time I've watch my favorite show lately HONEY & CLOVER. Ya, maybe that was so true! It's weird becoz whatever may or whatever painting or Art works we did we still can't be recognized. Ugh!

This is just a short post. I just want to like show you guys if my thoughts about FEMALES-on-ARTS is a big No-no. Well, you guys we're free to live comments. Til here then.

o Im here again! I've been pretty busy lately because of some random stupid things.. I'LL BE OKAY is the title cause i know I will be okay soon! Btw, thanks to those who tag & comment me on my last post [below] Thanks! So what now? .. Well, at home? My sibs we're pretty okay same as my cousins. My mobile family which is the Mileynatics gave such cool company, I do text them & go chat with them. About LOVE?? well, I dont prioritize that for now. So not talk about that, cuz its soooo ZERO percent. So, whats new about me?? well, lately I have been dreaming about a NEW GUITAR. Oh ya, a new one. I want to come back on writing songs again. Im palnning also to write stuffs like droodle ya know? & um, MURALS! oh man, I miss painting on the wall. I want to go back being busy again. Haha this may sounds weird but this is the things that makes me go "Ugh, Im so busy" but now, i want to do that again!

Im so happy that my life is okay. That our family eat more that 3 times a day, but this is boring! To walk between the lines make myself so boring. Oh, just want to let you know guys that um, IM STILL A MILEY FAN although IM SO SUPER A SELENA fan. So there, things we're okay & clear now.

Well, thats it .. sorry for making you guys a bit confused & everything but um, thanks for reading! Love y'all. Btw, you guys we're one of the reason why I'LL BE OKAY. I know now I can. xo y'all!

April 1, 2004. This maybe the most unforgettable date in my life ever. It was the most emotional too! I still remember the whole thing ... i still remeber how many tears hit from the ground.

oday, Gintama had ended! And ya, it sucks! My morning is sooo incomplete now! Hope ABS-CBN will wake up & say "oh! why not extend Gintama?" cuz guys, for sure you will make me go happy! For sure, youve seen my old post entitled GINTAMA & its all about some fave picks of pics i heart. Maybe lets say, its GINTAMA 2, Since im goin to show you more pics i love! Gintama has nded airing but it will be no.1 for me forever!

dont know where to start ... seriously, words can't expalin what just happened last night! if you already followed me, maybe you know it exactly but the title says it so. ya, its is ... we met JASON CASTRO!

So it all started when im just listening to the radio last friday or saturday. I heard Jason is on town & he's goin' to perform at the nera mall Maket! Market! on 26. & i was like"dude, it'lle be awesome to see him!" so i rushed to my sibs & cous to ask if they want to go with me, & they say YES! so 26 is a date. but, yesterday morning i heard that its gonna be on 21st which is yesterday night. I'm a bit confused! so i online that time to check what was really the sched, & i find out its TODAY [ which is yesterday! ] i was so freakisly excited & i told my pals about it.

When its already 4pm we go get ready & dressed up. i was with my 2 sib Daniela & Kim & with our cousin Jean. i wear something like ke$ha inspired oufit. so at about 4pm or so we arrived on the mall, the venue hasfilled with a Jason Castro song. the show is not yet starting so we decided to buy some ice cream. a minute after we finished our ice cream, Jason Castro comes out to check his guitar. He's not goin' to sing yet but the minute he comes out we we're all screaming!

The show started at about 6pm. I guess he sings IF I WERE YOU first. his soulful voice captures our hearts! But before he started singing he says

ey guys! its been a while.. so the title is FLOW. why?? cuz last night was a blast! okay, lets start on this: i was sleeping & when the time i woke my TITA told me that we're going to PAGCOR to watch this theater VEGAS thing dance whatever.. At first i was like "um, okay... " but i thought its half boring! so when afternoon cames, i dress up. & we [for usual] ride a mini van. i was like, um... this is disaster! haha but then, when we came to the venue, & enter the theater i told myself "um,its not bad!" afterthe show start, running for our CITY mayor Erwin " win " Genuino came to like welcome us. MAN !!! he was soooo cute! so we shake hands.

a minute or so the show started... it was shocking, cuz the performer with his tribe suit shout so loud from the side & not at the stage. so, it was like "woah!" then there came flying air dancer who only hold a curtain, it was half scary! then, different genre of dancer cames! the audio sounds was amazing! it feels like LAS VEGAS! i saw some artist such as some PDA ex-scholars & maneuver Joshua Zamora. its great!

i think the show lasted for about 2 hours non stop entertainment! dancing, magic, singing & even acting! Man, its unforgettable! Cameras were not allowed so i dont have pictures to show guys... but the scenes are on my mind! FLOW rocks!